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i believe in silver linings and that's why i believe in you!

i'm lucas! i'm a 22 year old dude with a love for video games, fluffy animals, plushies, and my friends!!

i'm everyone's cinnamoroll mutual. a kinnamoroll, if you will.

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🌻 my name is lucas!! you can call me luke if you prefer! i'm 22 years old (5/20), ♂ (he) 🌻

🌻 i'm gay! i like guys :^//) 🌻

🌻 native ENG speaker, speaks some SPA, JP beginner! 🌻

🌻 has adhd, suffers from sleepy pupy disease 🌻

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likes include:

🌻 furries!
🌻 furbys!
🌻 plushies!
🌻 MY FRIENDS!!!
🌻 cartoons and video games!!

🌻 cartoons: sanrio characters, moomin, sambakza's there she is!!, invader zim, hamtaro, paswg, and others

🌻 video games: MOTHER series, splatoon, cookie run, night in the woods, hotline miami, pokemon, professor layton, roblox, fnaf, super mario, sonic, and others

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DON'T FOLLOW/INTERACT WITH MY POSTS IF YOU'RE PRO

❌ TERF / TRANSMED
❌ ANTI-SJW
❌ ANTI-BLM /ANTI-ACAB
❌ ANTI-ANTI / PRO "SHIP" / MAP / ETC.
❌ ショタコンとロリコン = BLOCK!!

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i have no patience for predators. i don't CARE about your reasoning behind consuming "problematic" content. it ruined my life and it sends me into a panic attack whenever i see it. i get that you don't care about csa survivors and care more about getting your rocks off to my trauma but at least try to have a shred of respect for an abuse survivor and STAY AWAY FROM ME.

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i blockchain and subsequently have a very large blocklist for my own comfort and safety. if you think i blocked you by mistake don't be afraid to shoot me a message on tumblr or discord! i can probably tell you who you followed that led to you being blocked!
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terfs/transmeds are not welcome on my pages. lolishota/incest/zoo/"problematic" freaks aren't allowed either and get blocked on sight and are especially disgusting to me as a survivor of abuse. i have no respect for you if you have no respect for me. i blockchain very liberally.

have you been blocked by me? it's likely you got caught in one of the many blockchains i've done! i regularly block self proclaimed "problematic" artists and their followers using an extension! if you think this is a mistake, please shoot me a message on discord or one of my other social media in the links below! i can probably tell you which person you were following that got you blocked. if you're fully aware you're following predators you deserved the block lol

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-Intentionally triggering their anxiety and telling me about it. They kin the character Feferi Peixes from Homestuck and are/were extremely protective of it. Any doubles made them upset and any and all negative comments on the character made them have a full blown anxiety attack. Pretty much every character in the comic is terrible in their own way so naturally people on the internet have said less than positive things about that character. And what do they do? They intentionally go into the "Feferi hate" tag on Tumblr in order to trigger an anxiety attack as a bizarre form of self harm. I kept telling them not to, but to no avail.

-They once unprompted sent me a picture of their self harm. Take my word on this one, please. This happened years ago and I was not in a position to screenshot somebody's bloody sliced up arm. I feel sick just remembering it.

-Threatening suicide left and right to get a rise out of me. While I understood they were very troubled as a teen and had frequent suicidal thoughts, they threatened suicide constantly. Like I'm talking once every month if not more. I felt like I constantly bent over backwards to be attentive and supportive but even though I hit my breaking point over and over I spent many sleepless nights trying to talk them out of it. There have been numerous instances of them sending me simple "goodbye" messages as a way of telling me they were committing suicide. One of the few times I documented this was in this screencap from several years ago (pardon the crytyping on my end):

-Kinda petty but guilting me for making typos. My hands can be kinda shaky. Sometimes I don't feel like correcting myself. Every time I made a small typo and didn't correct it they'd flip shit thinking I was crytyping. So I had to be extra careful with how I typed to please them.

-Most likely faking a system. It wasn't until near the end of our relationship that they apparently had a system all of a sudden. I'd known them for years leading up to this so for a system to magically pop up at age 16 was pretty suspicious. Several of these "system" members included fictives of Homestuck characters. Most of them were rude, threatening me and my friends, one of them berating me because they thought I "hurt" their host. One of my dearest friends is a system as a result of childhood abuse, and was extremely skeptical about the whole thing.

-Guilted me for being an "anti". It was no secret to them that I had been manipulated and groomed by adults much older than myself. I was repeatedly exposed to sexual content from people I thought I could trust, including "shota" and "loli" crap. Since then I have been very vocal about my distaste for fictional content romanticizing abuse, including pedophilia/incest and so on. They somehow felt threatened by my distaste and opposition to these things, and said I was "dangerous". It fucking broke me seeing the person I thought I knew undermining my trauma and being disgusted with me for hating the thing that caused it in the first place.
I will never ever be swayed on the matter, because simulated CP can and will cause harm to minors like it did to me when I was an impressionable young teen.